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Don't tell me goodbye, .

my dearest bigbang.

move on..
Thursday, November 30, 2006

Hello hatred world which im living on.


You people realise that when ur on your even-aged life,
It is very very nice,happy,exciting and memorable..
But when it comes to the odd-aged life.. GOSH its hard
to explain.. experience is the way to explain..
go try it yourself.


I'm now experiencing the odd life.
Yeah its like toot but if u want it to be
good,happy,rejoice and what so ever..
work hard for what you want and may
you get what you want in the good way


I'm actually trying to appreciate things around
me. The things that i have though its not enough.
Even if im poor or im not up to the standard..
I do appreciate what god gave me.
This life is better than living in the world
whereby i need to beg for food and money
at the streets. wearing torned clothings and stinks.


It goes the same to your life partner.
Or the temporary partner.(bf.gf)
We must learn to accept things even if its bad.
We do love each other but in the end
we arnt gonna be together.
This is life. Learn to accept it and move on..
That's the word. MOVE ON.


Not being too proud about this but
Like i said there's guys waiting for me
to be thier temporary partner but i
rejected for one.
and we are not gonna be together i think.


Take care readers.
Irah.


back..

HELLO PEOPLE.
DUH IM BACK.


K. Firstly..
There's no internet here so i
somehow used somone's wireless
Internet connection.. haha thnk you.

HIM

Things are ok¬ ok.
the not ok thingy is that..
His not ready for a r'ship yet.
I was like. " ahh.. ye lah."
At first he was so daymn serious about
this stuff. But later.. its as if he dont care.
WHICH SUCKS TO THE CORE LA.


Councillor camp

There's band on that camp day
but i decided to go for the camp.
In the morning till after noon was
nenek dier la siket per boring.
Played LAME games in ther AVA room.
Than we payed some water games and
BOOM! I got drenched like hell.
reallie. i was soo drenched that i can
like somehow "squeeze" my clothes
and there.. u can get free freshly
squeeze tap water to drink. HAHA. =)


Then then.. The BBQ~
sorry to say.. i ate alot.
i mean it. ITS DAMN ALOT.
we were told to eat just enough
to fill our stomach as there's not
enough food for all of us.
Then.. it turn out to have alot of
food left. and coincidencely..
My group will take our showers at
8.10 right after the other teams
have took their's.. while waiting..
me, harith,nathasha and sharie
ATE ATE ATE ATE AND ATE..
i ate the most. but hell. TAK CUKUP.


After the showering and all.
my group(2)(unpredictable) and
the group(3)(eagles) combined to act
a sence whereby 2 groups of gangster
fought in this styles,cat fight,ballerina.. and more.
took pictures of us the councillors.
And muzzamil wore this wick..
and acted out like a girl. MS MARIANA.
HELL IT WAS THE FUNNIEST. i love that.


Then we played this game.. treasure hunting..(11.30pm)
My group came in second and we got loads of time
to relax .. to cut short its a free time la.
So me and hidayah when to toilet and i brought
along my digital camera..
and its normal for girls to glam out and take pics
in the toilet with the reflection of the mirror.
Tell me izit wrong? no its not la.
When i just snap one pic.. the hand dryer when on..
Me and hid freak out and ran and show a frightened
face to the other peers. so te friends ask what happen.
SO I TOLD 'EM. not my fault is i scraed 'em or what.

I got scolded by jason and other senior councillor.
So i ask my team this.
" hey izit a sin or a crime to take a pic using
MY OWN CAMERA.? religiously maybe its wrong."
Hell bt its my camera. and if there's like a ghost
who disturb me and followed me, it follows me
not you senior councillors.!!! u cant scold me get that?
u people are freaks. afer that.. u people apologies to me
i was walking at the parade to go up to the councillor
room to get our stuff and headed to out dorms(ava for the girls.)
it resource room for boys. HAHA both rooms got lipas..
I was walking at a councillor stop me and said
"eh sorrie horh if i was harsh just now.. tmr find me i want to talk to you"
which i didnt. get a life la. go and die. thank you.


A trip to vivo

when vivo city with my parents and my cousin
frm johor.
Had alot of fun ler.!!!!
I bought chocolates at candy empire which caost 11 bucks lidat.
i pick alot frm the pick 'n' mix. wee~


It was fun as well as blood bursting.
binget.. fhm tak.. binget. hahaa

Band practice at peixin


When there a couple of time
for practices.. they love my e flat.
haha. i love them all. muacks.!
Be performing imprezz 4.
Tickets at $5.
29th december. in peixin pri sch.
7.30 pm. tag me. call me.


ATYQA.YEAH IM BACK.
gyler.. gyler..
Irah


GOODMORNING. 2 AM.. SEXY BACK. ETC
Saturday, November 18, 2006

Good-Ies to all.!!!
Its 2 am now and i ain't sleepy.
Suprisingly, he smsed me frm kampung.
Before he left he smsed me.
When he reached he smsed me. cool.!
I'll miss you like hell darlinku. =)).
Watched sexy back videos.
I mean.. the crazy people video
And the justin timberlake life and and the
so u think u can dance live.
That travis is HAWT!! .
I still can't sleep. I'm trying not
to depend on those sleeping pills.
It will make my brain function to
the slowest and and i can die la.
woots?! die? oh gosh.. haha. not dying.
Its like only 5 to 6 people are online at this
hour. urgh. why uh?soo boring la people.
Feel like sleeping but i can't slp la. SHIT.
Currently listening to songs in Itunes uh.
I can't wait for Sunday.. Couple of things happening.
1)His back frm kampung PLS..
Ones ur back frm kampung..don't be a mat
kampung okie sweetie?
2)His coming back,and i'm going to johor. HAHA.
3)Sister coming home frm camp
4)Is there religious class,still?
MAMA! i wanna quit. I hate it. SORRY. haha
I'm kinda missing my 6-h peers.
I miss my nicole,shayna,pearlina,HAJAR like duh,
shankare? HAHAHA!! laurence, that brat alvin.. more..
Miss those days. The netball inter-class.
I train the 6-h group and achieve a silver.cool!
I remember.. i scored 5 and opponent is 0 .
And after the 5th goal.. i injured badly..
And when i come back frm doctor.. it was 5-5.
With bandage and not feeling well and blood everywhere..
I still training with 'em without fail.
This is how i love my 6-h and netball. awww. HAHA.=)
Hmmms.
I wanna watch movie..
ANyone free? nazree? ahhaah
Im broke. aaha. beep me.! thank you
And is the 1n1 chalet still on?
I hope so but i feel its DEAD.
CHAIRMAN!!! work on it.
Sharie&Razi.. how how how?!?!
Wokey people.
Wanna watch some movie okies.
Take care and pls die..! haha
changing skin soon.. getting boring.
BUT BOSTON is nice..



pixies are here.! wee~~ * xD


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We are hot people. I Love This Picture <33

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We are THE NERDIES! how nerd.. eww.

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Me at the back-est. Mimi?? what's with the face?? haha =)

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Awwww .. Its us.
Without ain&raudha. They are our cameraWoman.

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We just love taking pictures. adore us .

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Wall addicts??? Im the one stucked and being lauged. DAYMN!

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If u people tot its "emo".. ur LAME.
What's up with the attidude people?

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Our first picture taken. US. im in the middle. wee~ =)

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UNfabulous Babe. Being hated.

Thats all.
TAGGED ME
k go!


bitch

Hmms..
So bon bon is a girl.
and things are smooth now. =)

Aniwayss.
After band at 4 pm
Headed to Ruby's brother's house.
Put down our instruments and headed
to vista and bought ourself each a
Bubble tea. I got peach ice blended.NICE xD.
After that went to lepak at Ace the place till
5 pm the take our intruments and
HOME SWEET HOME.

Sister when for camp till sunday.
And guess what. This happen during band,
This guy named firdaus la.
He used to be in OMS. so i ask him la
Why nvr go oms camp? so he said
his not in oms anymore. and ask me
how i know about this camp and him
in the oms thingy.
so i said my sister Raihan is in oms.
And he started tell fucking shits about
my sister.
Says she a bitch
she act too much
She's a big-talker.
She even when out with
a guy working at harvey norman,
HOLDING HANDS.
All the above is not true la pig.

Firdaus, ur a pain at the neck.
You dont even talk to my sister
and wanna say shits?
if its is what other people have
been talking about and u know nth
about it.. then just shut up.
U ARE A PAIN IN MY ASS TOO.

Didnt know that we cant blow
our instruments. so i blowed
4 to 5 notes to warm up softly.
And liling shouted at me.
" no playing instrument!"
I replied on the spot..
"k sorry."

And rabiatul said she heard
Shyryn said this to the band but i didnt heard.
"we cant play instrument but some bitch blowed"
which its me la
Wanna play bitching with me sucker?

People now adays,simply dont think
what they wanna say.
Think b4 u speak la shy&firdaus.
ur werds at like *toots*.
sluts..

His at kampung by now.
missing him.
K irah cukop..

Up loading pictures in other post soon.
Bye.




pixies.
Friday, November 17, 2006

Im in the mood of taking photos today.!


Got home around 3.05 pm today.
After band headed to causeway and had
a long lunch with raudha,mimi,nad,Q,ruby and ain.

Followed 'em to samuel and kevin and they bought
this cool jacket together. except for me raudha and ain.
No cash at the moment.
Then lepak at causeway level 6 staircase.
We took pixies. ALOT OF IT. ain didnt take any pix.
It was cool hillarious la. Mimi with the funnie looks.
Me smiling wide. The nerd pictures.
I love you guys <3

At home. On MSN and chatted with him.
damn him. said wanted to call 2.30 am but didnt.
URGH! its like always. thanks for making me wait.
If this goes on.. i wont be having enough sleeps.
I was so excited when its nearly 2.30 am.
But my cell'phone didnt rang AT ALL. nope.
Not even his msg. K nvm.
I love you. i love you. HAHA. =))

IM loving this song. BOSTON.
HIs loving it also.
Ohyah!!!! Havent created his nicky..
Like me, Unfabulous babe.
My dude also wants a nicky.
errhh. not mine yet. HURHUR.

K larh. i was actually sad when u didnt call.
Kesian kn.? haha. takperr uh. mls nak cerite.

Hope tmr i will have MORE MORE fun with 'em.
I love all the girls i went out with earlier on.
Rabiatul was like.. haha k nvm.
Nak jatuh ke pe?!? haha. sorrie my fault.
Nadiah also nearly fell. MY FAULT ALSO.

Hmms..
To hayati, Nazree's friend..
I cant make it on 28 for the lepak session.
Its my camp day. Nazree also got camp.
Make it on 2oth or 21st can?
call me.. u both .

K bye.
Bon bon is not a gay. HAHA!
she own up after i gave her a scolding.
cool ryte?!? ahha lame la.
Why anna act as a gay?
LAME LA ASSHOLE





GAYS
Thursday, November 16, 2006

Atyqa..
I don't know whose that Bon-bon..
Either do Nazree know that gay.
NO one owns that gay.

Typical gays.
Asked for u-know-what.
Its disgusting.
Its horrible.
its making me puking
even though i wasnt involve in this gay thingy.

Why gays nid to survive?
Make peoples life who dont entertain
gay worst. i mean.. like hell. haha

bYE
Since its a gay topic.
I use a gay colour like people say.
BUT I LIKE PURPLE.
BUT I DONT EVER LIK GAYS


to be with him

Hello Mello people.


Errr.
Chatted with both of my GFS..
I miss 'em soo much.!
Yasmin Got into too much problem
But her cool parents like didnt
scold her like how my parents did.

Atyqa.. No problem
Onlie she's one craziest girl.
I love you people soo much.

Msg-ed him but didnt reply.
Guess he went to sch for drama
or to yps for somethings.. k nvm.

Listening to all my favourites songs.
It is cool when the laptop is yours
for that particular time.

Going to peixin for practices.
High chances in meeting him.
I wanna meet him. talk to him.
To cut it short. To be with him.
He wants all that too. but how?
Ytd night was the first time he said
"love you" to me. haha im used to this.
i want more than that darl. heh =)

So tommorow go band in wgs huh.?
Kinda lazy to go but i have to.
Im always missing one practice
in a week. My friends noticed that.
Will be practising pieces for the
Sec One Orientation concert.
Like omg? My sec one life is soo fast.
Really. Went i came into woodgrove.
The band performed for me.
And now, in a blink of an eye..
Im gonna perform for the kiddos.

If ever the sec ones coming next year
gonna be Like one sarcastic fucking
asshole slut whore damn suking bitchy..
BEWARE LA K. i'll make u lick my foot
Then i'll fuck off. HAHA.

Aniways..
Still havent buy my sec2 books.
When mama gonna go buy???!?!?
Lambat sial. Paling2 takder buku.
Siak uh. Benci sial ginie. hurhur..

wokey wokey..
My brother wanna use
Later.!
BYe sluts.
fuck you whores.
Irah


game at 5 am? darlingku giler
Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Hello world!


I switched off the computer at 4.20 am earlier on..
And then sms-ed with him till nearly 5 am la.
We talk talk then he ask to play a simple game
thru sms? Nazree is giler la people.
But i love him though his giler. <3

Here's The game..
Its called favourites.We take turns to say a
topic example colour then the other person
will say their favourite colour. So he start first.
Favourite food.
Irah= Japanese Teriyaki Chicken.
Nazree= kuah ketam and mac.. haah!

Now my turn to pick a topic.
I picked.. Favourite wear.
Nazree=Stripes shirt and black jeans
Irah=Blue jeans wore bellow belly and plain top.
Then i told naz.. I wanna sleep cause i got
a baby to take care of starting frm 7.30 am til night.
And he continued with the game..
Then played another one more topic
and i gave him the sweetest goodBye by saying
" I miss you ". Yeap Then i slept around 5 am..
And btw naz, the game is lame but i think
you go motives there so i lyn you lah. ahaha

My niece came at 7.45 am!!!
Like IM SLEEPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i could not take it.. Put her back to slp
And i slept with her till 1 plus. Yeap.
BTW!! amirah tdo mcm babi. ahaha!

I went online and then he went offline. SHIT.
ahha. K nvm he expecting some visitors ltr.
My sister baking cheesecake in cups.
Shld be cool and nice.

I gonna miss my GF ATYQA.
And where is GF YAS? GONE????
missing you guys like hell!

uRHHH.
I dont know what else to post.
hmmms..
Hari raye how many more days? ahaha
wee~

K bye sluts.


baby sit or movie? hmms
Tuesday, November 14, 2006

The Veriest Good Morning to all.

Its 2.15 am right now. and im not
Felling any tiredness just yet.
That's the reason why i adore taking
those pills just to fall asleep at nights.
Amirah..amirah.. ITS BAD FOR HEALTH.
C'mon la. I know lah..
Its bad but at the same time.. Its shiok la
U can easily fall aslp. And and slp soundly.

Practically, Not smsing with him at night
for two straight days already.
Its kinda worrying for me actually.
Im kinda Pissed off just now about
his opss friends knowing bout us.
He lost confidence.. Thats bad darl.

Later Ain is coming and and Raudha
ajak me go watch movieee!!
Er.. shld i Baby sit my niece
which i have promise to or or
go movie-ing with raudha since
I've long not watched movies..
Hmm.. very very tough decision.
Well. See what happen tmr okie.

Currently listening too much of
rock,punk rocks and sort of indie
songs. which i like.
Love The song Situation by escape the fate.

Earlier on..
Was watching Spiderman2 at home.
And is was soo kewl!
The stunts and all is like..
MOre powerful than matrix.
If ever we have those webs..
Soo lifes gonna be soo easy.
Like.. i wanna go take my hp in the room
So i just used thewebs to take.
And im late for sch.
So i use the web to sch.
A Few webs used and boom!
Im in sch!!! cool right. Right..


And and if i ever have such BF.
I will nvr leave the particular BF.
Hhahah. shiokening right? Right.
And boom! he msged me at 2.30 am
Siao la he. k nvm

Still not feeling sleepy..
why uh? must i take the
pills? must i? shld i?
I WILL. ahaha!
Im more to that pill
Than smoking.
So which is more life killing?
Pills or cigerettes? hmm,
To me. BOTH. ahah
but i wont be caught or beaten up
or being questioned by whoever if
i eat the pills right..
I smoke ones. and hell!!!
alot of things happen.
Which warmly sucks.! betol.


Uh huh.
Ending it here.
I cant slp
His awake. got to talk to him
Hahah. Take Care people!

Irah


pills.

Things move smoothly all this while.
But i do mess things up.



Hey people.
Tmr my niece coming in the morning
Pagi buta org tgh tdo dtg.. kacau daun urh.
But takper. I nid to baby sit her the
whole day. But mom at home though..
Nazree wanted to help,if only im alone..
Haha. sorry darl. Mom around. wakwakwak.


I slept Around 12 am ytd night.
Didnt msg him. but he did.
I took ermm. too much slping pills
and BOOM!!! i doze off and woke up
Late the next morning.
I was in alot of pain when i woke up.
Nana called me when im slping..
Ws a miss call so then i sms her.
told her abt the slping pills and
she was like. "wow, gal kau giler
per. nak mati eh byk slping pills. giler"
Sorry. but its like.. im so used
In eating the yellow pill evry night
b4 i go to bed without fail.
BUt sometimes.. i dont. ahha
And its not subutex okie people!!!!


Sister went out to buy things to
bake oreo cheese cake.
It is super nice tau tau tau.
ahaha. I miss him.
His going to
balek kampung this fri to sun..


Nana..
Yes its NAZREE'S GAMBAR.
ahaha. asal? wahahr.


K people/ BYE


wedding ceremony.
Monday, November 13, 2006

Im just too tired. ok.?



Reached home around 7 pm frm
2 Wedding ceremony.
Was too tired and soo sick, i wanted
to faint and nearly tripped on the
stairs when wanted to but food
for my brother whose hungry at home.
A group of matreps were looking at me.
ONE OF 'EM said "ader budak nak jatoh.."
I looked at 'em with sarcastic face and said..
"shut your mouth..!"
You go Irah.A brave girl to say such things to gangsters.
Was in bju kurung okie people. ahah.


At home...
Used the computer and posting like usual.
His going to nana's open house. kk.
Was msg-ing him then suddenly we stop.
I didnt msg him cause he didnt reply. urgh..
Lets see what time he will reply uhhkk..



A couple of days back..
I was sick till today. urghh!
Hate it. Body temp wasnt stable.
Flu.cough.Headache.stomach crams.
Its soooooooooo irritating esp flu.



Ddidnt msg him till 4 am ytd nite
cause i was tired and..tired. yeap.
He know why..
ON and on i left the house for
band at wgs and pxps. Then off
to raya la.jemputan la. urgh.
Im tired of it too.
But i have to go for band. IMPORTANT!



Ain is coming on tuesday..
Have to baby sit her whole day..
And and When im at the wedding ceremony..
Hakim my ex smsed me. asking me if
Tuesday im free to go out with him
HAKIM!!!
firstly i cant.. I have to baby sit my niece..
Secondly we are ex. and long time nvr met
I dont think its nice la.
Tirdly.. u find fault with naz in sch.
I dont like it.
Hakim hakim.. tak berubah.
Perangai samer jugak.. urghh


I miss this people..
GF YAS
GF ATYQA
NAZ'
HAJAR
AMALINA
love you guys many2!!


Irah


Sunday, November 12, 2006

What?!? my gf yas broke up with that damn khai?


Urh.. why uh? u guys were happy together per.
Haixx. Mepek la nie sumer. Lame .k nvm


Just reached home from peixin and hell
they were good la. i love them. really.
naz, no offence, i love them. wahar!!!
As per normal, slept late.
Was messaging him and then he slept..
so i sleep. then he msg me at 4, i didnt reply.


Went to peixin and blah blah blah till 4 plus.
And it was raining.. Syarah left to rush to a Open house.
Me and hajar walk to the bus stop and its raining..
So lepak for a while under Nazree's block.
Told him to go down but he cant. urgh. k nvm
U lost that chance sweetie. wahar!
Then took a train instead to go home.
And couple of guys disturb me in the train.. mepek la.
And and i think.. i think.. i saw my sister's BF.
The boy kept looking at me. i was like..
"eh mcm kenal. tapi specs,rambut lain.. janggut mng dah takder"
So who cares,i ignore. whaar!


Few guys been asking for my number. mepek la.
I mean, they left msg in friendster..
"Halu. boleh berkenalan.. bleh mintak number? im syafiq,16 blah blah blah"
"hey, u look cute. can i hav your number? wanna noe u.."
Guys, jgn nak jadie sial la. malas nak lyn. sorrie. Ive found mine.
I just love him. He just love me hahaha!


Practically, no ones at home and im enjoying myslef.. cool!
And its kinda boring! serious. no joke. hahaa
Tag me people.
bye



boring..
Friday, November 10, 2006

Its 12.45 am. so yeap. a new day people! woohoo!



Didnt msg him tonight cause he just came back
frm raye and was tired, damn tired i suppose.
So told him to rest lorh. he said he can stay awake
if i want him too. aww. nvr mind go tdo la dude.


Earlier on..
Did his blog up.
It was better than the previous
one that he had. nicer&newer.
naz,tag&post wokey?..


Got band at 9am later on..
Just scared i cant wake up..
Later lunch at 12pm..
So if i nvr attend the practice..
Nadiah confirm lonely.. yer nad..


Feeling a lil'bit tired now..
BUt jut afraid he msg me around 4 am
like he always did. Then i nvr reply.
soo sorry..
Im going to peixin on saturday people..
So if you wanna go, tag or call me aites?
Well,syarah maybe going.. pls go sweetie.
and and i really hope the lepak session
is still on,does it? urghh..


So goodNight people.
selamat mlm.
Selamat mati suckers..
Irah



no band.. im dead

Im Tired. Am i gonna be sacked soon? pls no



Its like..
I didnt go band for the last practice last week,.
And this week,i missedthe first pracice.
why irah? youre not even good in your e flat part
and you still absent frm the practices?!?
Just what im going to tell shy..(drum major).



Its totally not beacause of the late-night smsing wth him.
I can wake up at 7 am just now but there's like something
just pulling me down back to the bed. just what is that?!!?!
Than Raudha called me. Ruby smsed me. and i think the
school called me. by handphone. wanted to get up for
band though its late but urgh.. i dont know.. urghh!


Aniwayss..aniways..
Headed to syarah's blog and heard a different
version of so contagious by acceptance.. nice..!
as in the guitar notes. its lower. yeap.



Hope nana an make it for the lepak session
whih its not really confirm with me and him..
we need one friends around at first..
chill dude. dont freaked out wokey.
nice new specs darling..


Pratically,
Irah here is in total danger.
I mean.im in love la. with him.
a sec 1 guy. a same age guy.
I some how actually dont look
for a same age guy but but
i met him,i want him. that's why.
NOt a problem.. i want him. yeap.



IM bored to death now..
talking about movies with him..
than.. the grudge cam into my head.
entah kenape. heard frm people
its awesome. i wanna se how awesome it is.
hahaha. YEAP YEAP.


aniways..
end all here la k.
till next tyme.
by suckers..







Thursday, November 09, 2006

There's the happy moment and yes the bad moment too.



Its Like 2 am now? so its counted a new day. yay!
Couldnt sleep. stay awake since just now
because, msg with Nazree. yay!
So Yesterday..
When to Nana's condo.. nice condo nana!
Than waited for her to shower and tha use
her computer with hajar for awhile and open
up my blog.yeap yeap.. suprisingly..
Nazree tagged. and he got a blog? tak percaye seh!
ERRR. look la sendiri what he tag yer people.
Link you late okies.?


Than actually wanted to do something while
going to peixin but terbantot.. haizz! sedih sial.
And and.. He tinggal at 175 tau. Just beside
my old block. soo syg, i bdh, gie pindah. urgh!
Than than.. we took shulter bus frm the condo
to Northpoint. wanted to buy old chang kee.
So bought the fried stuff there and gosh!
bumped into Naree. and a girl-friend.
dier per best-friend. hrp hrp stakat best-friend yer!
Mampos nanti Irah jealous. MATI NAZREE.!
kk saw him. ONCE.
he saw me twice. once at northpoint
he second time, he saw me at his house carpark.
sorry eh i said ur voice like.. ahah! k shh!



So at band. cool!
They played LOADS of cool songs and played that well.
Im jealous! They played FairyTale with wgs had played.
And guess there good for thier standard. A gold with honours band.
Im proud of you guys! missing you people in pxps.
Followed nana fetch Aqmal,the lil' brother.
and headed home! homesweethome.
as usual. msg him 1 am lidat. used my dad hp. haha! =))
Then i guess dier tdo. always lidat. k nvm



Later got band at 9 am to 12 pm..
Confirm tired. nvr sleep. entah knape
tak nak tdo. haha! so gonna use laptop
tmr after bnd cause sis gonna be out!
I hope im allowed to perform for imprezz 4.
If can, i'll sell tickets to friends and fai&sherra.
If they can make it. yeap yeap.
Have to home right after band.. urgh!
gonna be melodramatic ! urghh urghh!!!!!



plan for upcoming days..
Today [go band]
tmr [go band]
sat [go peixin]-[maybe lepak with him]
sun [religious class]
mon [maybe to peixin]


Majority is about music..yeap.
I love music. I Love band.
I love lepak. I love him..
wahahr, irah mepek. mati baik la kau irah.



Aniwayss..aniwayss..
I wanna do some other stuff
besides posting urh.
So bye suckers.
BYE BYE BYE. =)
Irah




second post..
Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Second post posted for today.


Things turned up to be a lil'bit pain earlier on.
But,nahh.. shld'nt talk about it.
All i want to say to her is, im sorry okie.
I feel ive done bad to you and your BF.
Tell me what i've done wrong and i will take
action about it okie? yeap. thx aniways..
Sorry for lying to you. real sorry.
who im talking about?
Its.. nvm.. ahaha! take care girl.


Online earlier on and chatted with him..
yeap. was a lil'bit better than the other
previous's msn chat we had.
Than my real blood brother came home
frm school and wanted to use, and hell,
i left him. as in, i went offline larh.! haha!


If ever i don't get him or what..
I will confirm feel sad but at the same time..
I should and i would feel happy for him.
I'll guess i have to respect his
decision but at the same time, i want
him to know how i feel all this while.
I want him to... .. think twice ok.
THANK YOU BEBEH!


Brother leaving the house soon.
To city hall for session..
Next week having a gig and im
sure its gonna be hell fun! wee~~













top up day

Just have added value in my pp8.
naz'ree.. go! haha.


Aniways aniways..
Slept late ytd night.
Slept at 2 am right after the
soccer match. and chelsea lost.
how hurt i am now. guess wat
Chelsea's players,alot of'em got
Yellow card and The dearest captain,
John Terry,was sent off.. then thenn,,
He take off his jersey and wow!!!
sexy body la. serious. very very very nice.
If Lampard's shot was not save..
It will be a draw at least okie! urghh!!
I miss terry.. kesian kau eh terry..


And b4 the match chelsea vs hotspur..
I msg him.. asked if his aslp..
He said no. his waiting for that girl
to come back frm oversea..
I was like.. "ouh..happy waiting den.."
Who's that girl man? he just mention
"girl" but non of her identity is revealed.
why na'zree? asal tak nak bilang.?
k nvm.. i chill. relax. urghh!!


Pray he'll online and will talk to me,
not just online..then gtg.BYESS.
urghh.. cm gitu nenek aku pon terror sial.
Enot said wanna come to my house
but where is she? alamak.! miss her beb!



Aniways aniways..
Just opened up my friendster's
message box ..
Then receive Na'zree's msg and frm AIDI.
I was shock la. he ask for my number
but naz got it already. hehe! miss ya.
And aidi..i dunnoe who.. asked for my number too
but ermm.. i didnt give. sorry beb!
u see. i like one particular guy.
but that particular guy just ignore..
amacam nie? binget tak? urghh..


K nvm.
Bye spams,,
(spam=pig)(pig=BABI)
Irah







Monday, November 06, 2006

3 post posted for today..


Yes he online but just for awhile.
He said hey. i said heya.
and he ask me what im doing.
I said im just listening to songs.
So i asked if he is still pissed
about earlier on.He said nahh..
Than we talk talk lorh.
Not long after that.. he said
ok i gtg. BYES.
Just like that. we were keeping
Quiet all the way.


WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

iRAH





2nd post..

Second post posted for today.
Hell today is damyn boring.


Now is 7.3o pm. yeap.
Abg Zaidy's and his friends just left.
They came to raye. wahar.
They disturb me say esp the guy with
cool hair. He sang to me this phrase
just b4 he left at the corridor ,"slamat tinggal".
and he said. remember that,i was here
and always be there for u. wahar! mepek la kau!


Aniways aniways..
He is still not online.
Alah he online pon,i got no guts
to talk to him. really.. And i dun noe why.
Just feel odd and scared to speak up
or just to say "hello Na'zree". i cant.
I always just open the conversation box
and let it be till is rings which shows,
he talked to me la. haiyoh!!


Aniways aniways..
Just added some sentence in
my friendster's profile for him to
read if he happens to view mine.. yeah.
Hope so. Really hope he understand
how i feel and what i meant. yeap yeap.
I guess he is still hot about what happen
earlier on about the bdae party and baju
kurung and songkok and blah blah blah..
kecian dier. wahar! chill k dude.


Aniways aniways..
Gonna have value in my sim card tmr!
Thanks to both of 'em. shh! wee~
Didnt ask for it.. they wanna help, help lorh.
Thanks alot people.. wahar xD.


Pray for me he online asap.
I cant reallie used the laptop 24 hrs
Like i used too. wahar. anytime can
now.. shhesh cannot after alot
of things ,i mean bad things ive done..
shit la. just tell me the fucking passwerd!!!!
So leceh la. mama, i want to use.. then she
type that blardy p-assword. shit la..!
Babi.sial.kimak.takguna.whore.skempet!


kk. dunnoe what to say and hope he online.
get off the bdae party soon dude.
dudette waiting here. wahaar.


Irah Licious.
GoodBye Sluts and sons of a bithches





tak kasi pakai comp. nazree binget

Was not allowed to use the laptop actually.
Mom helped me. I helped her in return.


My sister was angry with me yesterday actually.
We were scolding each other and i won! i guess.
I said million things and she just replied,
"kau jgn nak kurang ajar eh. aku sepak muker kau.!"
"sepak uh. brani per? kecot uh!" i replied back to her.
She's hot and then she change the damn password
of my account but neh nehnineh neh!!
I get to use the laptop now. wee~


ANIWAYS ANIWAYS..
Just same back frm religious class.
Something happen to fai. k nvm.
At home.. cleaned up abit and then use the laptop.
View Na'zree's friendster profile and found cute
pictures of him taken while his out
for hari raya . yeap. nice hair la.
Then msg him .terus dier mrh mrh.
I was like? huh? i gave compliments
about your pictures and u were angry..
Alamak.. i havent scroll down la.
He was freaking pissed because.. His dad
told him to wear baju kurung and songkok
to a birthday party.. to a freaking party!!!
here's the msg
"im going to my cousin's bdae party.
I'm fed up right now.Gi bdae party pun
nak pkai baju kurung.pas tu ngan songkok.
Its a freaking bdae party!!!!" scary you know..
chill la dude.


My mom is cooking a feast for my sister's
friends. They're coming for raye..
Cant believe it. My friend came,and she onlie
cook little food till its actually not enough for all.
She cooked Macaroni with chillie..
My sister's friends coming.. wow! she go market la
cook this la. cook that la.. she even vacuum the house
and all. When she did not when my friends came. urgh
nvm nvm. Irah ngah sabar nie. chill.. chill.


ANIWAYS..ANIWAYS..
senses fail song's is cool and hawt la. i loike.
want the songs? ask me or Danial wokie.
Tmr wanna continue the raye with adilla and all
but feel tired. hell tired. shld go? shld not?
Tuesday raye with the band mates. wee~
shld go? shld not? urghh! haixx..


Yesterday msg fai as per normal.
but not that much.
Spared more msgs for Na'zree.
till about 12 stop cause he tired. yeah.
haiz. pp8 nak habis.. that someone
gonna topup kn. wee~ thank you.


wasted larh! asked my mom and sister
to tell me the passwerd like hell..
then he nvr online.. go party.. haizz.
effort down the drain..
Changing my song to boston maybe.
People!!! tag la. and to the links.
sorry.. soon k people.. sorrie.


Bye suckers.
Take care. hope you die now.
Irah


entah nak ckp aper. 2nd post of the day
Saturday, November 04, 2006

SECOND POST OF THE DAY =).


Hello blogHoppers.
My brother's friends came
for raye and off to go other houses.
One of his friends drive my family's
car as some drive the bike.
cool la.


When the came i was eating
at my hall. So quickly shift
to the kitchen's table. sat there
at ate till im done with the food.
Ryte after that,Ironed my sis
Tudung for her la. were told
to put in the room and so i make my
move towards the room la.
And heard my sister saying this to
my brother about his friends.
They were looking at me. haha =).
"adek,kau tengok kwn2 kau. drg tengok
yaya dek. "
My brother "ceh krg. nak kene rembat?"
Hahah. OH watever la eh. lameass.


They left and then i conquered the living
room. watched tv .pimp my ride. cool ride.
The car was horrible. Its a old cadillac.
And make over and and it was sooooo cool!
I wish my ride was pimped .
Oh, i forgot. hehe. i got no ride to be pimped.


When online frm just now.
He when offline after 10 mins
after i online.. erhh. uh ya. haha
And now just waiting if he online la.
again i say" i wont reject guys for
no reason la.". haizz. i like you tau.
oh yah. u said lets forget ryte.. oh..
didnt u notice my reaction was sad and shock?
urghh. guys guys.
so typical of u guys. i just dont understand why. k..!?


watever.
paint it black and take it back.
Bye.


nazree and me.

I was happy yesterday after msg-ing na'zree.
And today, it turn out to be awful day.
Not even half of the day have past and yet
im so sad.


I was so stupid of writing such pms which
end up bad. bad badly. how sad.
"I told you too early.we won't make it. we wont"
That brought attention to him.
i changed it.
" what telah happen"
Hell alot of people asked me. shussh! kpo jer



Im always loosing hot chances.
Just burning it like lidat. bdh kn irah.
Now we are told to just forget what happen
yesterday which the day where we actually
confess. hell. im speechless.


Just wanna let you know guy,
im not that type who rejex a guy
whom im into. you know i like you
and you still ask to forget about ytd?
It will take me alot of courage to
forget about it okies.
as simple as that.
You said ur the same. it will be very hard
to forget about it. but why ?
why must we forget about it
when we still got alot of time and can talk things
out nicely and and end it sweetly?
oh gawd. im just a piece of **********


Take care.
Irah


raye bebeh
Thursday, November 02, 2006

So yeah.
19 of my peixin friends came
my house to raya and then my
woodgrove sec2 boys and kak aisyah
and one of her friend came and got no
place to sit. so they lepak till
my friends go home. thanks sweeties.
i miss hajar,amalina and syarah.
my honeys! take care


Ryte after all of my ex'peixians left,
my woodgrover's came in just on time.
they were so fast. alah. because they see
my friends went off, the go up lorh.
all of 'em were hell funnie.
aizat is the funniest. and the loudest.
so yeap, msg2 with fai. pity him.
he just want a younger sibling.
he got none. only have older sis.
take care fai. wokey..


That na'zree is hawt people.
ok ok ok. amirah enuff. ok?!!
ok....

mama! give back my money!
$38 ! i used that to give to my friends ok!
take care people


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